guys that’s only the first out of three

FUCK MY LIFE I CAN’T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE

MINSEOK COME OUT ALREADY

and be naked

I’VE BEEN AWAY FROM TUMBLR FOR ALMOST 3 WEEKS IF I ANNOY YOU WITH OLD POSTS PLEASE SPARE ME HUHUHU

excuse me in a few moments i shall be reblogging a lot of outdated posts of exo, sj and/or supernatural plus misc haha ok 

sorry

cries i cant anymore

i’m sorry minseok but

i wONT BE ABLE TO FINiSh this before 11pm okA i

but i wont sleep until it does hihi

i’m proud of you jinki

i really am

should i make a side blog for my artworks or

well that escalated quickly

i think it’ll take some more time for me to get back on the interwebs since my pc is on a fuckton of viruses and trojans creys

not that anybody currs but i’ll be mia in a while hehe

i was taken aback by one sarcastic comment

i’m changing bit by bit because of it

becoming insecure and pressured

it really does hurt when i can’t even be myself with the people i thought who’d accept me fully

guess i was wrong

guess they are years away from dissecting my whole being

or perhaps it’s because i’ve wronged myself to believing what i think are opinions are actually offensive criticisms which are all worded out without any ill intentions tbh (plus i’m stuck in a double-standard crisis)

i’m so confused

but i’m still changing 

for better or worse

i shall continue uploading and editing later when i get back home from school i guess ;;;

gee all of my decent shots are of backsides of exo except for three chenhan f ml whY does life hate me sfm oh well enjoy them as much as i don’t

jongin please you don’t have to push yourself too hard for fans who can’t even understand the meaning of limitations

just get better

please

oh okai i guess my wi-fi is fucked up i guess i better go

it was the greatest hour of this week tbh

bye

wow did i lose 4 followers because i was mia for a week lmao internet connection just got back this morning so hello world